"Last update, seriously."
Wednesday, November 03, 2010Time left: 120-132+50-13+66-72 days = 476 hours = 28560 minutes = 1713600 seconds
Honestly, I don't know what to expect.
Gahhh! I should really concentrate on my studies now.
I know, I ranted about this like..arghh..gazillion times.
Tell me about it. Teach me.
So many distraction running in and out of my brainy.
Like those, we called..annoying, psychos, brilliant un-logical thoughts.
After all the hollabolluuuus, I don't know why the world turn out to be like this, but I'm sure He knows why.
Sometimes, some things can't be simply express through here.
You can't just blab some stuff here and there, and hurt others people feeling.
(Even though I do that sometimes) But its all in the PAST TENSE.
The fact that people have doubt in God.
They do not have faith in God, and saying that their life a disastrous one.
Or maybe a judgement made to people that you don't even knoww.
Things like that just peeves me up. Make my boiling point lower.
Perhaps, some people might want to know how I know Christ.
Over time, I told them, its a long storyyy...
It just something incredulous.
Miracle. That's how we spell it.
But I promised, I'll tell someday :))
No eye has seen, no ear has heard, not mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him :)
CHAPTER 4 : Forgive and move on.
Too often, we try to collect our debts from other people. People who have hurt us in the past. When somebody hurt us, we feel like they owe us. Somebody should pay for that pain we had suffered! That's what happens when you're trapped in the past. You're always trying to collect debts. You'll take it out on other people even though they weren't involved. I've known some women how can't have a good relationship with a man because they were mistreated by on man back in the past. When they get into a new relationship, they tried to make that new man pay them back for the old injustices inflicted by someone else. (Don't worry, she's doing great now :D) But here's the problem: Only God can pay that debt, other people can't do it. Moreover, you should not drag something that happened in the past into your lives today. Don't punish your spouse, your friend, anyone around you. I should say, turn it over to God. Keep your heart free from bitterness and resentment. Sometimes those lil vengeful snubs may seem insignificant to you, but over time when you don't realize, that bitter attitide will build and it'll end up causing you major problems. Keep your own heart free and clean, because if you're poisoned with unforgiveness, bitterness, or resentment on the inside, eventually it will show up on the outside. It will come out and effect your personality. What's done is done. The scripture says, If you refuse to forgive others. God will not forgive you. My advise is, move on knowing God must have something in store for you :)
Be kind to one another, tender-hearted, forgiving each other, jsut as God in Christ has forgiven you.
Ephesians 4:32
Before I log off, I'm making it a point. DON'T MESS UP WITH ME, OR I EAT YOU! LOLL.
Oh before I forgot, Happy Celebrating Deepavali, Happy Raya Korban, Happy sitting for exams, AND HAPPY CELEBRATING WHEN EXAMS IS OVER! :D
Wish me luck :D
Stop being out so late
Try not to drink so often
You don't listen to me like a 10 year old child
I can only laugh
Who are you calling a child?
Really, I can only laugh
You don't know how it feels for me to say these things
You don't know that I only want to say nice things to you
Should I stop? Let's stop
From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love
A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging
Are you eating at the right time
Are you staying away from girls
I want to be beside you all day
That's how I feel
If I could keep you in my pocket
I'd be really happy
Our story where we can only be two
A story that would make someone laugh if they heard
Should I stop? Let's stop
From one to ten, they're all words for you
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
There's not even enough time to just love
A story told by the heart, not the mind
Stories that I can't help but tell you even if you hate them
Let's stop, let's stop
I only hear your nagging
Even if you glare and try to scare me
Your face is just too cute to me
Are you going to keep this up? (You) I can't hold back anymore
I really might get angry
A story that wouldn't be told if we were to give up love
The sound of my heart that thinks only of you
Even if you're angry, even if you shout
Your nagging is just so sweet to me
A story that can only be told if we love
But since you don't listen to me, it's only nagging to you
Let's stop, let's stop
But trust my feelings
I don't know when this starts, I begin to notice that sky and clouds look beautiful together. They sparkle brighter then the brightest constellation in the galaxy :)
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gd luckk!
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