"Fear"
Monday, December 27, 2010In me. There's something called fear. Filled with fear.
Fear of them.
Afraid how would they respond after knowing it.
Afraid what would they say.
Afraid if they scold you. Mock you.
When I go to this one place.
I'm in fear.
Afraid of how I should speak.
Afraid of the reason I gave.
Afraid of the question that been asked.
Afraid of how should I act.
How should I lied. Will I be able to act well.
Constantly checking did they followed you.
Were they behind you.
Is that their car. Is that them. Is that a guy.
Eyes are everywhere.
Constantly thinking if they suddenly appear in front of you.
What would you do. What would you say. How should you respond.
Naturally, when I think of it. Its awfully exhausting.
I don't know how long this could last. How far it can go.
Probably this is my challenges that I need to get through.
Metaphor? :D
You've any idea what is it about? Figure it out yourself :)
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