"I've split personality?"
Friday, March 18, 2011I'veI finally came back to my senses.
To reality, Ever since I came back from NS.
On and on, I'm thinking what to write. I'm sucks in this man. FAIL :P
- I've been busy replying every single messages. Oppsiee! Almost everything! Sometimes I just get so freaking lazy lah :P Either on facebook or handphone. And most of it from my NS friends. Not only that, I've been busy approving people and I'm dying from guessing who the hell that person is? I wonder everyday, would we ever meet again? Miss everything that we did. From, giggle playing around chasing each other, to whispering the deepest darkest secret ever, to being mad until the days end, to acting intimate like one lover, to one valentine's night stand thingyy. AH. SHIT man.
- I wish time could ping pong back man. Where I laid back and enjoy my life. I don't want to get my results. Ah. DAMNNITT! I'm scared of the future. What's in that paper. What if I got super bad results. What if I'm not happy with it. What if....blahhh... Right now, I'm thinking of doing A-levels at INTI or maybe SUNWAY? But the problems is..HOW? HAHAHA very funny right. Damn stupid man this whole thingy. My mom want me to get JPA scholarship. Is that even possible? WTH man.
- Whats next. Oh, I thought of finding a job now. I've changed right :P Look at those time, I don't even want to think of it. But, isn't it too late right now. I'll be busy with my driving thingy, SPM results, studies, and most of all shopping. I'd never done any ever since I come back from NS.
- Saying about that, NS seriously changed me man. I think soo. No? I'm more open. Crazy. No shyness :P (Stupid man. Probably some of you might laugh reading this) Dare to do anything. Even working. HAHAHA. You don't know how much I don't want to work before this. Seriously. No kidding you know :P Ridiculous man.
- And again randomly, seriously who want to start a relationship with me :PP
Oh did I tell you guys, I'm going Cameron tomorrow. Oh man.
I wanna love every each day more :D
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