"Death just fills me. Exegete it man!"
Sunday, March 18, 2012
I'm just don't know what to say anymore.
It just get boring and boring-er!
Laziness plus the whole brainy issue.
AH CRAP.
Originally I wanted to post my academic paper essay that I worked so hard collecting every info
and then I miss-interpreted the datelines.
LIKE VERY. Didn't know the lecturer push it till the end of this month. HAIYO.
Then I think/do/stare/workthingsoout/ for like 5 days on the essay.
Without getting enough sleep.
Basically, just throw everything out and just finish the essay.
I even skipped work. LOL.
Definitely not a wise person I am.
After that, felt a lil disturbed. By...* shrugged shoulders
Concerning how proud me thinking about myself. Everything about me.
Always wanted to be what I wanted to be. LOL. Which is? :P Secret.
But then at the same time worrying about the others. And me.
How long can I last? Spiritually?
And thinking, what's the point of it? Since it won't last till heaven.
Plus it not the main thingy. So why do the other?
Then when I don't get what I want, don't get to achieve my so-called-standards.
I just get frustrated. A LOT MAN.
When grades drops. Rejection
Really humbles me a lot, ego goes down,
but then it makes me work even more harder and neglect everything else.
Oh God. Terrible.
But still, life just moves on.
HAHA. EMO.
And I don't think you get what I mean anywayyy. SOOO TOOO BADD.
Tips:
1) Read my brain! or HEART?
2) I THINK. From my life context? HAHA
Lame.
And I miss blog about stufff.
Crappy stuff. You-know-what-it-is.
Nonsense writing.
Photos splashing all over.
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