"Give me one, PLEASE! :P "
Saturday, July 30, 2011Gosh. I want a camera :(
Moving on. I know its kinda late to say.
But still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KONG KONG!
AND, I WANNA GO!
Tak AJAK MAN :P
Cis!
HAHA. Paintball. So funny of them :P
Too bad I din't join them.
You wanna?
Somehow I wrote this yesterday.
I just wanna say, I WANT MY MOM. I know Imma spoil brat. GOSH. I don't know how I'm gonna spend my 4 years here man. *faint* HERE, the only thing you can depend on is your friend. Besides God I know. Hearing me mumbling here and there with my disgusting million dollar saliva scolding screaming in the air like a lunatic. I know I'm just exaggerate it :P So, that if only your friend are willing too. I mean which friend is willing to stay with you during your hard tough time. Even just to hear you talking nonsense. I couldn't even say I'll do that. MAYBE? Because of some circumstances. Like, in term of time? Exams? IDK. It just so stupid of me saying this man. On the other note, let say if I were with my mom or dad like here, probably they could help me solve things that gets into my way. But right now, even me don't have the ability to do it beside staying in my room doing nothing, hoping everything will be fine tomorrow. I know, I'm just making myself looking like a fifty year old woman. Pfffft! So annoying!
*HAHA. I slept half way writing this :P SLAP!
Looking at this myself. I wonder how frustrated I'm I yesterday. What was I thinking.
Damn sinful man.
*Take deep breathe*
I've been reading Matthew. Its not easy man.
Matthew 10
"... A brother will betray his brother to death, a father will betray his own child... And all nation will hate you because you are my followers..."
"Don't imagine that I came to bring peace to the earth! I came not to bring peace but a sword."
"I've come to set a man against his father, a daughter against her mother and a daughter in law against her mother in law. Your enemies will be right in your own household. If you love your father or mother more than you love me, you are not worthy of being mine...If you cling to your life, you will lose it, but if you give up your life for me, you will find it."
I know it not good to just take the verse from the bible just like that.
But, it just scary.
I've alot thing to say actually. But I just don't know where to start. *mind blank. HAHA
It just pass my sleeping time I guess. *recaping
Oh right, I know. Truly that, there's things far more greater. Much greater than what I'm doing or having right now.
You know in moral I learnt, by this guy name Abraham Maslow.
His principal in whatever His doing about human beings needs? He says we need this 5 things.
Which I think it's quite true. I mean its true lahh :P
1) Physiological needs. Which means oxygen. Sleep. Rest.
2) Safely needs. Security. Protection.
3) Love. Affection. Sense of belonging.
4) Self-esteem - Money. Fame. Glory. Status. Beauty.
5) Self- Actualization. Trying to achieve the perfect 'me'
I'm I right? Go google it if I'm wrong. I do this without referring to my moral book. So proud of myself I actually studied. HAHA.
Kay. Where was I again?
So these 5 things. Which I'm quite struggling with it now.
Obviously, I don't struggle for number 1 lah.
For the rest of it, like number 2. Yes and no.
Maybe it because I'm alone here. You get what I meant right.
At the same time, I know I had God. So why worries? Right?
Some people know that,
I actually really wish to get at least one Christian friend which is Christ-gospel-centered too, in the place where I spend most of my week in, which is my uni.
I've met alot people. Seriously alot, which I'm quite frustrated. Like when peoples claims to be a Christian. But you don't live yourself in Christ? You know stuff like that..
Don't get it? Look for me lah. I'll explain slowly to you. I just don't know how to put in words what I'm thinking right now. So annoying.
Of course too. My desire, every single day when I woke up is too evangelist to my parents that one day they could accept Jesus like I do too.
I hope too right, everyone could understand Christ, the gospel, the truth properly.
Its quite sad to actually see people understand what is not really the truth.
In terms of my friends, sometimes when I talk about God. I don't mean to PULL you into MY RELIGION. To get you INTO Christianity.
Why would I wanna do that right? What benefit that I get? So what if Christianity gets BIGGER?
It just as simple as, I'm just wanna share to you who God is. Your creator. Thats it.
I hope too right, everyone could understand Christ, the gospel, the truth properly.
Its quite sad to actually see people understand what is not really the truth.
In terms of my friends, sometimes when I talk about God. I don't mean to PULL you into MY RELIGION. To get you INTO Christianity.
Why would I wanna do that right? What benefit that I get? So what if Christianity gets BIGGER?
It just as simple as, I'm just wanna share to you who God is. Your creator. Thats it.
Anyway on the other note, I'm really thankful grateful that God choose me, revealed Himself to me through His words. That he suffered and died for my sins. For my sake, eternal life (:
I realize that, I still had alot to learn. Study. That's pretty much what I understand now.
I think whatever I type now just doesn't make sense. As in like how does all these thing connected to each other right? HAHAHA.
But whatever. Figure out yourself :P
I can imagine my friend calling me, STUPID GIRL :P
KAY. BYE! See yaaaaaa!
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